The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence.
Hey, I've still got a Poetry tag
Mad props for pronouncing hesperian. I used some of the Fungi from Yuggoth in ritual work about eight years ago, and trying to read Lovecraft's verse aloud gives small joy. CAS seems more enjoyable.